Threat of death hanging over my head. What am I supposed to do? One wrong move and I'll lose you too. I'm tired and broken I can't carry your weight. Guilt breathes into my heart as a creeping cancer. My gut tells me it's going to be my fault. But I never asked for this. What is this twisted game you play? Hanging your life in front of my face like bait. Threatening your escape since the day of my birth. I never asked for this. I want out. Love is not earned in this way. Your threats of suicide make me want to kill myself. My own father is going to kill me. My whole life is a fucked up game and I'm ready for the end.
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